My Downfall.......

These are my downfall! I know they are kid food and that they are disgusting and that I shouldn't love them, but I can't help myself. They are only available until Easter and they only cost 99 cents a carton and they are the only Easter candy I crave. Normal adults crave things like Cadbury eggs, but not me. I LOVE these marshmallow eggs! I ate an entire carton by myself this weekend. (I could have eaten 3 cartons, but luckily I only bought 1!) I am so glad that tomorrow is anther day. I will start fresh eating no sugar tomorrow morning.

I'm on Day 5 of no sugar today!!!!!!!!!

I will get through a full 7 day week. It has not been easy, but I have done it! (How sad is it that I'm celebrating not being an addict for 4 1/2 days :-)

Tuesday night I was at YW and they served ice-cream sundaes. I did not partake.

Wednesday night I was at RS and there was candy everywhere (DOVE!) and amazing red velvet cupcakes and I did not partake.

Last night, there were shortbread cookies out on the counter and I did not partake!

I rock!

TWO DAYS!!!!!! I have officially made it through two days with no sugar and I was sorely tempted! Monday night, I was in Walmart at 8:00 p.m. and I hadn't eaten dinner yet and I was starving and I SOOOOOOOOOOO almost bought a goodie, but I didn't! Hooray for me. Tonight, I was at Young Women with Brenna and they served ice cream sundaes and I was really thinking about eating one, BUT I DIDN'T!!!!!!! I am amazing, if I say so myself.

That is the good news. The bad news is that I have eaten too much dinner both nights and dinner has been too late, but that's okay because I DIDN'T EAT ANY SUGAR!!!!!!!

I walked on Monday and I'm walking tomorrow. This morning, I slept in. (Oops.)

I'm slowly slowly beginning to feel a little bit more under control. I know it is only two days, but I don't think I've actually gone a full 48 hours without sugar since before Christmas. (I know, I'm pathetic!)

This is how I feel right now. I have been eating and eating and eating and eating and eating. Up until this week, I was exercising everyday, so I was able to fool myself into thinking I was still doing okay, but this week I did not exercise ONCE!!! (Well, that is not actually true. I did go to TKD class on Saturday for one hour.) And today, I feel like a whale. A very very very full whale. But, that doesn't seem to stop me from eating. In fact, I am eating mini marshmallows as I write this post. Ack! I am totally and completely out of control.



This calls for desparate measures. Tomorrow I will start one week of NO SUGAR. I'm already crying thinking about it, but it is the only way I can get off this roller coaster. I will also get back on my regular exercise schedule. The good news is that for the past seven months, I have exercised regularly. Even though I messed up this week, for the most part, exercise is now a part of my life.

I am thankful for tomorrows! But tonight, I'm going to go find some chocolate. :-)