23 pounds!!!!!

Since I started back on my program, I am down 23 pounds. Let's hope that they stay gone this time around. It's humiliating and exhausting to lose the same 20 pounds over and over and over. I plan to go down another 20, but I don't care if it takes awhile. I just want to make new healthy eating habits and slowly change FOREVER!!!!!

Back in control

Whew! I feel much better than I did a couple of days ago. I am back in control of myself. I am being a teeny bit neurotic, but I don't know how to actually lose weight without that neurosis. I'm a work in progress, I guess. I'm hoping that by Monday I am lower than my most recent lowest. (Did that make a lick of sense?)

Frustrating Week

Bah! This week was frustrating. I am so trying not to be neurotic, but I swung the pendulum too far to the other side this week and I gained weight and I feel too full. I'm thinking I may have to be a little neurotic this week for a few days to get myself back under control. This "changing" thing is so darn hard. I always want to revert back to my less than healthy habits.

So...... for the next two weeks, I am going to eat NO SUGAR. Not forever, just until we leave to go to AZ on the 14th. That is not even 2 weeks, it's a week and a half. It should be long enough to pull me back from eating something a little sweet everyday.

I'm trying to remember that I LOVE this!